Manic laughing could be heard throughout the village as large explosions shake the large town, screams sounding from everywhere. A boy no older than 16 could be seen, his visible cerulean eye showing nothing but mirth and lust at the fire around him. He was standing above most of the town, looking over it with a wild look within his eye. “I did it! I finally did it, un! I told you I would do it but did you listen to me?! Are you happy now Father?!” He chants, letting out another sting of laughter, eye glistening at with the fire that he caused with a grin.

Stay away from me
Build a fortress
And shield your beliefs
Touch the divine
As we fall in line

Throwing his head back as another fit of joyous amusement, another large explosion could be heard making the boy smile happily. By now his clothing had become bloody, the once clean white shirt now completely drenched in the crimson liquid. His long blonde hair which was in a low ponytail now blotched with the fluid but he barely even notices. “You asked me to do this so I did it! I hope you’re happy Haru… ARE YOU HAPPY FATHER?! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW, UN?!” He screams at nothing, only getting the crackling of his explosions and sobs of his victims.

Insanity tightly grips the mind of the short male as he continues to laugh in obvious glee, “If you want to live, then stay away! Build a fortress, only to have me blow you out of your damn castle! FLEE, UN!” Once the last part was said, he sends even more of his clay bombs to a large tower, the Kage’s tower to be exact. “KATSU!” A large ‘bang’ shakes the whole entire country it seems, as the ‘fortress’ crumbles from the powerful blasts before falling down. “I should have done this years ago…” He whispers, eye wide in realization at just what he was doing. This was his once home village, holding so many memories however hardly any of them were good. “The only good thing was Momma… But she’s dead now, and it’s your damn fault Haru, un…”

Can I believe
When I don't trust
All your theories
Turn to dust
I choose to hide
From the all seeing eye

Beginning to walk through the wreckage he glances around, feverously attempting to find anyone alive, in order to enjoy killing the up close. At last he finds some, a small child and father cowering in what used to be a house, shaking in fear. “Please, Deidara, please don’t do this. I-I’m sorry! Sorry for everything we did to you but please spare me and my son!” It didn’t even seem like he could hear anything other than his explosions along with what came from them. Though he does turn his glassy eye toward the two people in fright, but only a terrifying laugh comes from his throat.

“No… Nobody is ever cared about me, all because of my hands, that’s the only reason why you hate me. THE ONLY REASON WHY!” He screams the last part, eye suddenly alive and flickering dangerously toward the much older male. “I hate all of you, this is my reason for doing this, and do you know the only thing I wanted…? The only damned thing I ever wanted from you was acceptance, un. But instead I was forced to hide from all your eyes, a freak, a monster, a mistake.” Then Deidara’s voice becomes much calmer like he was talking a long lost friend, “Look at you now though… Scared of what will come to you and you know what, the only thing you have to blame is yourself, un.” Once said the blonde tosses a spider to his son’s shoulder and just as the father goes to snatch it, the clay figure explodes. “Die…”

Destroy this City of Delusion
Break these walls down
I will avenge
Justify my reasons
With your blame

Blood splatters everywhere, on the broken house, on the ground, on the fire making it crackle happily and of course on the male. “This is nothing but a delusion, un. This village, I’m going to destroy everything here to become free. Free like the birds I create, and I’m never going to come back here… Never.” Turning from the bloody mess, he once again begins to walk slowly, scanning around the now broken place. Broken much like his state of mind, he laughs softly in happiness at what all that’s happening to his once village.

“Beautiful… That’s all that matters anymore for me, the fact I managed to turn this horrible, bland village into a fiery blast. If I die with the flames, I will not resist and allow them to consume me, un… Death by art…” Soon the screeches die down, leaving Deidara to be comforted by his own creation, death turned into beauty, pain turned into pleasure. “This is all I need… All I’ll ever need, art and pain, un… Are you proud yet Father…? Proud of what I’ve done, happy that I’ve killed everything we once knew? ARE YOU HAPPY YET YOU DAMN BASTARD, UN?!”

You'll not rest
Settle for less
Until you guzzle
And squander what's left
Do not deny
That you live and let die

Falling onto his knees in front of his old house, he smiles softly, eye flickering back and forth from sanity to insanity. “You’ll never rest until I’m dead… Until there’s nothing left to take from me. But guess what? I’m not gonna die right now, un. I won’t, I refuse to so I laugh at you, un.” He murmurs staring at the burning wood as be closes his eyes slowly with a soft chuckle. “I’m tired of living here so I did what you told me. I burned down my past, killed it, slaughtered it, and now there’s nothing left here except for one thing.”

The once sane look in his eyes completely leaves the look of a broken minded person coming full force. Smiling bitterly at his once loving home the boy blows what’s left of it into pieces, laughing all the way as it falls away into nothing. “Oh if only you knew how you made your son, you have no idea my dearest father…” Flashes of the beatings rush through his mind, the pain and screams from his mother to stop. His mother was the only one who loved him, who EVER cared about him. “This is really for you though Momma, you told me to fight back, this is exactly what I’m doing, fighting against them, un…”

Destroy this City of Delusion
Break these walls down
I will avenge
Justify my reasons
With your blame

Making one last clay bird, the blonde hops onto it before taking into the air, much like he wanted to do. The only thing that would witness his true master piece would be the moon, its light shining enough for him to see what he was doing. Finally it was ready with what little clay he had, he stares happily at the figure. He was ready to do the last thing that he needed to do. Holding out the clay which looked like a face screaming in pain, much like when he used to scream, the blonde slowly lets it go. It falls down, still the size of a large book before suddenly becoming an apartment.

“I’m going to avenge everything with not only your blood but with your blame, un. It’s your fault this had to happen, if someone would have accepted me then maybe this could have been avoided. But it didn’t so goodbye everyone… GOODBYE!” Yelling the last part, he makes the hand sign which causes the clay to be consumed by a fiery light before exploding. At first he stares at the master piece happily before slowly it really hits him what just happened, what he just did. “I… I did it… I did it! Be happy Haru… But most of all please be happy Momma, un… Please at least be a little proud if it’s only slightly…” Tilting his head down one last time, he admires the artwork before flying into the night, ready to take up the request of the Akatsuki.

Destroy this City of Delusion
Break these walls down
I will avenge
Justify my reasons
With your blame