Deidara lets out a soft moan, becoming way too hot under his covers; he manages to get them off only to be thrown into a world of coolness. A slight smile tugs onto his lips while gently nuzzling into whatever it was. He lies there for quite sometime, enjoying the pillow for a minute till he at last opens his eyes to stare into two grey orbs.
“Danna… I thought you left by now, why are you still here, un?” He murmurs, noticing that instead of being in the sitting position like last night he was lying on the bed. The red haired male glances down at the blonde thoughtfully for a moment.
“To make sure that Jiro wouldn’t come back, besides your father would have heard me trying to leave.” The blonde blinks in surprise and slowly sits up, staring at Sasori causing the red head to raise an eyebrow, “What?”
The shorter male tilts his head before asking softly, “Even if he didn’t come back would you still be here?” At first nothing except for silence though it was enough to make his heart slowly crack under pressure. “Never mind… It doesn’t matter.”
Blinking in surprise at his friend’s sudden coldness, he tilts his head to the right as the other twists his body away from Sasori. “Deidara?” No response from him, making a frown tug at the red head’s lips, “Dammit answer me Deidara.”
Yet again there wasn’t a word spoken, forcing the impatient male to grab the blue eyed male arms. “What is-”
“It doesn’t matter but drop it Sasori…” His voice was suddenly dead, eyes staring through him. This was the first time in ever that the word ‘danna’ didn’t fall from the fair haired one’s lips.
That monotone voice forces the demanding male to recoil, it was surprising how he went from happy or at least in a decent mood to this. Reviewing everything that was said in his mind, Sasori feels his eyes widen slightly as he realizes what he said. Or didn’t say. “Yes, I would’ve stayed anyway Deidara I didn’t think that it would matter if I went or not.” Two glassy eyes stare into the red head’s, silently questioning his master’s words, not sure if he was lying or not.
Finally Deidara whispers, “Please tell me that you’re not lying to me, un… I’m tired of being lied too Sasori no Danna…”
Ignoring the side of him that told him to leave his friend be alone forever, the red head picks up the blonde before placing him onto his lap like last night. “I’m not… That’s one thing I can promise you, it won’t matter what happens, I won’t lie to you.”
Slowly the glassiness within his cerulean orbs began to dissolve, leaving two slightly twinkling eyes. “Thank you Sasori-danna…”
The red head was hesitant as the sudden need to taste the male’s lips ran throughout his body. For the first few minutes he simply strokes Deidara’s long blonde hair until he just couldn’t take it anymore. “Stop me if I go too far…”
“What do you-” Two freezing lips gently press against the blue eyed male making his orbs become wide and look into the closed lids of his master. A soft tongue gently licks at the thin barrier that would lead into the hot cavern of the shorter blonde, hoping he wouldn’t be pushed away.
It took him a minute to open up his mouth, not sure what would happen if he did let Sasori into his entrance but it felt amazing. To say in the least this was the first time ever someone kissed him. And the other quickly took advantage of this, licking around along with massaging the brats tongue softly, pleased to taste a sweet tangy flavor.
Moaning at this feeling two hazy cerulean eyes stare into amused grey orbs of his friend until at last it was broken. Immediately Deidara blushes a brighter red, turning away to attempt to hide his face as much as possible. “Don’t tell me this is the first time someone ever kissed you brat.”
The blush deepens leaving the blonde speechless and only able to nod in agreement. “You have to be kidding me… I have been kissed more than once but you haven’t…?” A meek nod was his answer once again making the grey eyed male smirk slightly, now in delight from the fact of being the blonde’s first kiss.
“Deidara! Get up here before I’m forced to come down there and drag your ass up here!” Both let out a soft sigh, of course the calmness and peace couldn’t nor wouldn’t last in this damn house.
Ignoring the demand for a minute, Sasori softly kisses his cheek, eyes never leaving the other’s until he at last whispers, “I’ll still be here but not in this room. Once Haru’s gone or at least out of the room come outside so that we can talk.” Yet again he nods and moves reluctantly from his danna’s lap before moving up the stone stairs.
As soon as the door was opened, a small gust of wind shifts his hair, signaling that the vampire was now waiting. “What is it Haru, un?”
Annoyed looking jade eyes stare hard into his son’s, a tight from on the father’s lips until a low voice comes out grudgingly, “Since you’ve been gone for so damn long I’m being evicted. The last of our money was blown out yesterday when the guys came over to play some poker.”
Rage fills every fiber of the blonde’s being, that was his money his father threw away just like everything else he earned. “Why do you insist on doing this…? Dammit Haru that wasn’t our money that was mine, un! You don’t do crap other than take anything I make for myself and throw it away then beat me for working late hours! You haven’t worked since Momma died, I know it hurts without her but I’ve moved on from the past, un!” As the blonde screams he feels that tiny piece of thread which was sanity break in half, repairable but rage would come first.
And with fury came with violence which wouldn’t end well for either of the blonde males in the tiny room.
Sasori blinks in shock as all he hears the blonde’s sanity be thrown into the wind, and his own eyes begin to bleed white. However he bites roughly on his lip, knowing what humans could do when they became blinded with one emotion. Crashes and screams of anguish came from the kitchen causing the crimson haired male to become even more worried.
The inside of the room was a complete mess, glass shattered on the ground with random broken chairs and other things, plus some splotches of blood. Due to the blonde taking his father’s anger for so long it only causes Deidara to want to hurt him more. Never before had the damn male felt what emotional and mental pain he has felt since he was only ten. So the only thing that he could do was show it in the physical way.
“I wish you would just die… Please just die, un… JUST FUCKING DIE!!” For once a wild look takes over the usually blank azure eyes, an insane grin cracking the lips of the blonde, taking out everything he felt on his father. A sharp glint took over his orbs as he slowly takes hold of a large knife, hand shaking lightly with glee at the thought of ending it, being free of this damn pain.
Yes this was a much better way to solve it than killing himself, his broken mind would be fixed at last, and every piece that was taken away from him would be pushed back into place. Right now nothing matters, his danna, his pain, what would come from this, all he could see was plunging this beautiful weapon into the throat of that bastard on the floor.
But the broken thread pieces attempt to come together if even slightly to show Deidara this wasn’t the way to kill the problem.
Pausing in his steps, he glazes down at the pitiful form of the once abuser, jade eyes wide with tears much like he had been. Bleeding, bruised, and silently sobbing in pain just like whenever a vase was taken to his head. “Does it hurt…? Do you understand now what you’ve put me through, un…? DO YOU?!”
With wide crazed eyes the blade goes to kill his father until a cold set of fingers softly wrap around his wrist, stopping him. Snapping toward the intruder, he goes to scream at whoever it was but freezes, there in front of him was the only person that mattered to him now. “Deidara… Deidara put down the knife; he’s not worth it…”
Feebly shaking his head the blonde whimpers much like his every own father, “No, I need to kill him… Please don’t get in my way Sasori-danna… Please just let me kill him please, un… That’s all I want.”
Never in the time he’s known the usually bright eyed male has he seen him so helpless yet knowing what he was going to do. “No, I’m not going to let you throw your life away because you give this bastard what he deserves.”
An anguish cry sounds from the other, attempting to stab the butcher knife into the most important vein of the body, the jugular. “Please! JUST LET ME DO THIS!! Just let me kill him… Just… Just let me, un…” All the anger and need to kill drains simply leaving Deidara in a broken state and drops the knife before falling limply against Sasori.
Snatching the blade the red head flicks it off to the side and takes the blonde outside, gently putting him against the house wall. “Stay here, I need to have a word with your father…” A weak nod was his reply, with pained eyes that stare sadly into the grey orbed male, ashamed of what he just did.
Walking back into the debris, Sasori kneels down while taking the barely awake male’s collar roughly. “Listen here you god damn bastard, if I ever see you near Deidara again, I can promise you that you’re heart won’t be in your chest for very long. Got it?”
Scared eyes stare up at him along with a slight nod with some soft whimpers and a whisper, “O-okay…”
‘Accidentally’ crushing the weak males hand on the way out the tall male quickly walks back outside to a sobbing male. “Deidara…?”
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry that all I ever do is cause you trouble… I’m sorry Danna, un.” The red head could tell that he needed to take the blonde away from this ‘home’.
Softly hushing Deidara, the male picks up the emotionally damaged male while murmuring, “Stop it Dei, you don’t need to apologize… Just go to sleep…” For once he agrees, suddenly tired but at the same time warm from his master’s coldness.